realm of the head hunters

realm of the head hunters
lila

dreamer

dreamer

Saturday, March 27, 2010

memory at my old school



who ever think that i will come back again as a trainee teacher.....this basket ball court is the most beautiful memory in my life

Thursday, March 4, 2010

i dont care

Hey playboy
It's about time
And your times up
I had to do this one for my girl you know
That's the only way you boys learn

oh oh, 2NE1
oh oh, 2NE1

I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh


All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh


Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e

cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e
Boy I don't care



Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh


My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh



Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no



I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e


cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e
Boy I don't care


Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now


You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now


I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on

you know I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care


Lyrics Source: Together 2NE1
CREDITS: GEE + jjangchoo @ YGLADIES.COM
DO NOT EDIT/REMOVE CREDITS! INCLUDING THIS LINE!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

i do not love you except because i love you


I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.




Pablo Neruda

where the sidewalk end


There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.

Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.

Shel Silverstein

if you forget me


I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

still i rise


You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

Maya Angelou

phenomenal women

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Maya Angelou

heart

THE HEART WILL LOVE
when i meet that special woman
to hold me in the warm sunlight
to embrace me in the rising storm
to capture my feelings without a fight
my heart will breathe(my heart will love)

THE HEART WILL GROW
when that women holds my hand
to control my wild heart in its cage
to break the rocky mountains of my rage
to let our love guide us into distant lands
my heart will grow for her

THE HEART WILL BREAK
when that woman pushes me aside(even for an instant)
to run away to the arms of another man
to caress the gentle touch of another hand
to leave me standing alone with no one by my side
my heart will break

THE HEART WILL HEAL
when that woman returns to me with crystal tears
and lays out the burdens of her hidden fears
i will embrace her once more stronger than ever
and reassure my love for her with a kiss
her breathing heart i'll feel
my heart will heal

Allen Steble

lagu untuk dia

sejuta rasa cinta yang melanda di hati
tak mungkin ku bohongi rasa hati ini ..
masih ku dengar degup jantungku
waktu kau renung tunak mataku ....

apakah kau yang terakhir dalam hidupku
setelah selama ini ku mencari
hinggakan hatiku lelah berlari mengejar bayang 2 yang ku tak pasti

aku cinta kamu
sesungguhnya kamu
dengarkanlah hanya kamu di hatiku .....
bisikkanlah aku
katakanlah aku
semestinya aku di hati mu ...

begitu banyak impian ku simpan
ku harap engkau akan bersamu ku
menikmati .... semua itu ......
apalah makna kebahagiaan
jika tanpa mu berada disisiku
pecayalah hanya kamu destinasiku

sound of joy

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Sounds of joy, sounds of joy
Oh how I love to hear sweet sounds
Of joy

Sounds of joy, sounds of joy
Oh how I love to hear momma sing
In her morning voice

Sounds of joy, sounds of joy
Oh how I love to be in the presence
Of these sounds of joy

Sounds of joy, sounds of joy
Oh how I love sweet sounds of joy

Va Rockeya Foy

super junior the gratest group....


most of all they are a family .... owhh....

craziness

cuteness
their friendship.....

their cuteness never end....
why i love them????

my teen life


slupppp carrot house ...... 2 thumb up

i should diet.......hmmmm bestfren from Left Diana ,then Tony next to me....

haa..... on de way to sarikei ..... best fren 4 eva hohoho

soulmate.... hehe.... i love dat nite ....

who's cute?? hmmm..... mestila aku kan ^^

perfect couple to destroy other hahaha

moment to remember hehehe

sisterhood Maniza and me

my lovely fren and i.....

my bodyguard.....

fren......

i should dietttttttt...... benci

hari ini dalam ingatan

penah tak korang rasa macam mimpi tapi x tido.... mungkin sebab letih kot ..... tapi tiba2 aku rasa mcm berada kat tempat yang tak pernah ku tgk.... cantik tapi menakutkan ....mungkin sebab aku bnyk sangat berangan kot ...hahahah.... tapi kalau benda tu betul2 belaku entahlah mungkin akan sedih tapi mungkin juga akan gembira ... tempat tu cantik tapi sunyi..... sanggup ke ????

pelagus in memory


amat balat puput ribut hahahahaha

to Ng . Benin.... kajian masyarakat

Tony my best friend

Tina from Tatau first time to Kapit

waa...... this is all that i can enjoy with RM 256 per night ......


rapid walk

25 August 2009

i Love Kapit and a trip to pelagus resort


sarapan ala2 british hehehe nak ganti Maria Tengku Sabri hehehe


candid hehehe (rancang sebenarnya ^^)
after sometime ..... i finally make up my mind this the place that i really want to visit

this is the place where i born ........

i love nature



jom melancong

dalam kesibukkan celah-celah kota dan kestressan dengan assigment yang melambak sekali sekala lepak kat kampung kan best ..... ni kampung bestfren Debb , Diana.....Rh.Tukau Sebiro Gaat ... tak jauh pun sebenarnya dari kampung Debb...tapi adventure ..... agak bahaya la...sebab time yu air pasang dan perahu sarat dengan penumpang, kalau nak rasa sendiri perjalanan ke sini anda amatlah dialu2 kan ....denagn tambang pergi balik kira2 Rm150...perkepala ..
eksyen..... hahahah
di dalam perjalanan dengan perahu panjang ....yahooo seronok..........



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