realm of the head hunters
lila
dreamer
Sunday, October 24, 2010
KOSOROU NKOH PO NANGKU DOHO
Okito ku tulan, rombituon (I see the moon, stars)
Kopurimanan ku osongulunan oku (I feel so alone)
Do inggino ko koupusan (Since you’re not here love)
Intanganku posorili (I look around to my surrounding)
Anawau binabang tulan (The moon is shining bright)
Kinotu ku iso tusak bunga (I plucked a flower bud)
Ii minungkalad tanga tuong (Which is blossoming in the middle of the night)
Lumangad oku dika (I’m missing you)
Langadon oku miampai dika (I miss you)
Osorou ku sinuau nu oh koupusan (I remember your cheerfulness oh love)
Koginawaan ku dika (my love for you)
Batos ku dika oh koupusan (my promises to you oh love)
Kosorou kopo nangku doho (Do you still remember me)
Lumangad oku dika… (repeat 2x) (I’m missing you)
Tanga tuong (Middle of the night)
Okito ku tulan, rombituon (I see the moon, stars)
Kopurimanan ku osongulunan oku (I feel so alone)
Do inggino ko koupusan (Since you’re not here my love)
Hu.. hu… yeaa…..
Thursday, October 7, 2010
DISASTER IN RAJANG RIVER
It was believed that heavy rain in the upper reaches of Balleh River – a tributary of the Rajang – had caused landslides at log ponds of a major timber camp and brought down the logs and wood debris.
Kapit businessman Tay Hock Joo, who telephoned The Star in Sibu yesterday evening, said nobody in Kapit had ever seen such an occurrence before.
He said the residents first noticed the debris at about 1pm
River transport was cut off when logs and debris started filling the entire width of the river by 4pm.
At 7.30pm, the debris was reported to have reached Song and was expected to hit Sibu early in the morning.
Sibu residents are worried by the extent of damage the logs and wood debris would cause to their properties such as jetties and boats.
“We are also worried whether the foundation of the Durin and Lanang bridges are strong enough to withstand the pressure,” said Sibu resident Simon Ting.
Meanwhile, several government officials said the authorities were unprepared for such an incident as it had never happened before and they also did not have the capacity to stop the wood from flowing downstream towards Sibu
Monday, October 4, 2010
litmus zone...
aww....where can i get this.... i want that pants.... ^^ u out there got any imformation bout this brand tell me...i'm a brand maniac :)
i hope i'll bloom like a beautiful rose
Friday, October 1, 2010
my name is khan

i've just wacth a wonderful bollywood movie entitle "My Name Is Khan". this movie is amazing and it does touch my heart.... and i'm proud to be a CHRISTIAN... no religion is bad, Khan show m ethat even a HINDUS, ISLAM OR CHRISTIAN can live under the same roof and love each others. this is what we call LOVE ... a little bout Khan
My Name Is Khan received generally positive review by top critics in India. It received 3.7/5 at Wogma.has a user consensus grade of A-.
Subhash K. Jha (film critic and author of The Essential Guide to Bollywood) gave My Name Is Khan a rave review arguing that Rizwan Khan "repairs almost anything, including irreparably damaged relationships. But this film about damaged lives needs no repairing. My Name Is Khan is a flawless work, as perfect in content, tone and treatment as any film can get [...] My Name Is Khan is no ordinary film. Long after the wary-of-physical-touch Rizwan has finally shaken hands with President Obama, long after the heat and dust of racial and communal hatred has settled down the core of humanism that the film secretes stays with you. Yes, we finally know what they mean by a feelgood film." Nikhat Kazmi of The Times of India also gave it five stars, describing My Name Is Khan as, "indubitably one of the most meaningful and moving films to be rolled out from the Bollywood mills in recent times." Taran Adarsh of Bollywood Hungama gave My Name Is Khan four and a half out of five stars and argues, "When a film stars two of the finest talents of the country, you expect nothing but the best. SRK, well, how does one describe his performance? To state that this is his best work so far would be cutting short the praise he truly deserves [...] Kajol is pure dynamite and casting her for this character was the most appropriate decision. No other actress could've matched SRK in histrionics the way Kajol has. In fact, SRK and Kajol complement each other wonderfully well and this film only proves it yet again. It's a powerhouse performance from this supremely talented actress." Rajeev Masand of CNN-IBN gave My Name Is Khan three and a half out of five stars, arguing that "the film shamelessly tugs at your heartstrings and on more than one occasion wallops you to weep. Aided by solid camerawork, tight editing and a layered story, Johar crafts an engaging, stirring saga that is earnest and noble. With this message movie in the mainstream format, the director takes a step in the right direction." Noyon Jyoti Parasara of AOL India too rated the film 3.5 out of possible 5 stars and stated, "‘MNIK’ is not the strongest screenplay to have been made into a film. But the message and the performances make it a movie you should really not miss" NkS Reviews It rated My Name Is Khan 3.5 out of 5 stars and said, "My Name Is Khan is among the best journeys in Bollywood. All of its angles like love, Islam, humanity, relationships & drama are done likeably. It is unbiased and outspoken with a steadfast message." Omar Qureshi of Zoom gave five stars and the commentThursday, September 30, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
sepasang mata bisu kaku tak berbicara
memandang ke arah langit yang gelab gelita
hatinya bertanya
megapa lagu sedih itu masih berkumandang
seakan-akan mengheret dan mempamitkan sengsara duka
adakah lagu itu tentang dirinya
yang bermulut bisu berhati batu
yang sebenarnya hilang di sebalik konfrotasi jiwa nan resah
silau warna fartamorgana menyakiti ruangan mata hati
yang sekian lama kering tanpa di basahi walau setitik pun
embun kasih
harus di bawa kemana langkah derap kaki yang kian longlai
rebah di persisirn waktu mencari warna mega yang kian pudar
di sebalik mendung senja hari ...
terungkaikah pertanyaannya tentang makna kasih ?
di sini hatinya menagis
hati batunya sebenarnya topeng untuk mengalihkan pandangan
bahawa dia bukan insan lemah ..
walhal hari ini dan semalam
dia menyesali peredaran waktu yang memainkan perasaan
pandangannya kian kabur
tirai kaca menyelimuti jendela matanya perlahan-lahan mebelah pipi mulus dirinya
siapa sangka hidupnya juga ada derita
kerana dia juga seorang manusia ...
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
may
I'm trembling & nervous...um..um..
The 1st of May will be remembered as precious time for me & you after 1 year, 2 years, 3 years, 10 years & several decades. ^^ right?
I always say "Thank you" but I REALLY thank you.
Until now, it's been happy moments for me since the day we met first.^^
And it'll be.
Forever ^^
he~~~
Thank you ♡
Tuesday, May 4, 2010

kenangan manis dan pahit tu besar maknanya kawan....ia mengajar kita kadang2 kita di atas , kadang2 kita di bawah... asalkan kita tak lupa bila di atas jangan kuat sangat ketawa takut bila kita di bawah tangisan kita pun kuat juga.... ia juga menyedarkan aku supaya tak panjat terlalu tinggi sebab aku tak tahan sakit jatuh dari tempat tinggi...sakit sangat-sangat, Tuhan ciptakan kita manusia berbeza agar kita dapat lengkap melengkapi, dunia ini takkan kumpul semua orang yang kuat, semua yang indah2 samala bila ada siang adalah malam, adanya pasang akan adanya surut... aku suka main ombak , bila ku lari ombak jua mengejar, tawa ku kedengaran begitu indah hingga ku lupa ombak juga boleh membunuh tatkala aku terheret ke tengah laut baru ku sedar yang indah itu sebenarnya sementara. aku tidak sempurna ..terkadang ku marah bagaikan esok takkan menjelang...terkadang ku lari dan menjauh kerana kekhilafan diri....sebab aku manusia....seringkali ku tersilap, seringkali aku ragu, seringkali aku tersasar dan seringkali ku ungkap maaf yang seakan telah hilang makna....seringkali jua ku cari mangsa untuk ku salahkan atas kesilapan dan kekurangan ku, seperti pencuri yang tak mengaku dirinya mencuri seperti itu juga seorang manusia yang takkan mengaku dirinya salah... sukarkan untuk menyalahkan diri sendiri?tapi bagiku jauh lebih sukar untuk memaafkan diri....pernah pada suatu hari aku ketawa dengan besarnya ku kira detiknya belum sampai lima minit di saat teman ku mengkhabarkan satu duka tangisan ku jua tak kurang hebatnya...begitu kontradik, dlam masa lima minit hidupku berubah... sungguh aneh tapi itulah realiti... tapi janganlah kau ambil kesempatan di atas kelemahanku itu... lemahnya aku kerana khilafku...nafsuku ... kerana pendek akalku... kita sama tapi tak serupa... kita berbeza tapi tiada bedanya.... ku relakan dan ku pasrah andai ini hukuman Tuhan...kerana jiwaku milik DIA...
realiti hidup

jika kamu memancing ikan.... Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu.... Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja.... Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup. Begitulah juga ........ Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang... Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya.... Janganlah sesekali kamu mempersia2kannya begitu saja.... Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkinTIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu.
Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada, jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh.... cukuplah sekadar KEPERLUANmu. .. Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk kamu menampalnya semula.... Akhirnya ia dibuang.... Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi.... Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya.... Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu ISTIMEWA.... Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukanKESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya. ... akhirnya kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUShingga ke akhirnya....
Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi... yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain.. Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan. Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya. Kamu akan MENYESAL. Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan.....yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu.MENYAYANGIMU. .. MENGASIHIMU. .. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYAdengan yang lain. Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN. Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain.. Kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL...

aLove story
This is a story that my friend passed to me a few month ago for me it was so sad and I believe if this doesn't touch you... you're heartless.
One night a guy and a girl were
driving home from the movies.
The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk.
She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street.
He swerved
right into the driver’s seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out and read it; it said
"Without your love, I would die."
Love: we think about it, sing about it, dream about it and lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without.
May be for certain person it was easy to fall in love and easy to back off but for certain person that particular person is her/his everything. Because he/she already take that person as everything in their life when they lost that person they have nothing…

puisi tentang biru Today at 8:59pm andai ku bicarakan tentang hatiku adakah kau akan mengerti.... andai ku perlihatkanmu siapa diriku akankah kau memahami ... andai ku khabarkan kejujuranku akankah kau percayai.. mungkin...... jikalau janji itu tidak dinodai... antara kita ada koma yang tak bernoktah aku menanti dan kau menunggu... antara kita ada cerita yang belum selesai dan ada yang mungkin kau tak pernah tahu... di dalam hati ada simpan satu rasa yang mendalam dan kecewa... duka kian menampar rasa... sesak nafasku tak mampu bicara.... sesalku sesalmu menggunung ... hati ingin bicara tapi mulut membisu jiwa ingin melangkah tapi tubuhku membatu mampukah ku peluk dan dakapmu seperti dahulu.. aku mahu tetapi sukmaku membeku ... kau bersalah dan aku berdosa... mataku melihat tapi hatiku membuta khilaf semalam melingkar kita Dia yang sembunyi tersenyum bermakna... setelah yang terungkap dari bibir bicara dengan nada hatiku kosong dan hampa.. bukan mudah untuk dilupa setiap bait yang di lafaz.. ada makna ada hasrat ada rindu ada dendam ada marah yang telah lama kita simpan.. seksa membuahkan tangisan... diri ingin membenci tapi jiwa masih sayang kalaulah mampuku usir bayangmu tatkala senja andailah mampu ku singkir sirnamu tatkala hiba mampukah ku dakap hari-hari semalam ... hanya Tuhan yang tahu......... tapi dalam kekalutan ini satu yang ku sedari rajuk sebenarnya ku sangka benci ... rindu sebenarnya bertapak dihati.. mungkin dirimu takkan kembali.. dan aku berhenti berlari.. dulu kita satu.. tapi kini kamu adalah kamu aku adalah aku.. mampukah ku bohongi aku?? tapi tak mengapa kasih asal kau dan aku tahu.. kita pernah saling sayang saling rindu biar yang bicara buat kita keliru tapi ku tahu kau juga masih sayang aku...
by me,
kamus cinta
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
what life teach me
Monday, April 19, 2010
keterlukaan dan melukakan

kadangkala ku keliru kemana harus ku bawa rentak diri... jiwaku berkecamuk mencari jalan keluar dari dinding penjara empat penjuru yang ku bina sendiri.... pejalanan ku terlalu jauh untuk berhenti , dalam pencarian terkadang aku lemas dalam lautan pasir ...bahana keegoan melingkari tubuhku, kenapa sukar untuk berterus terang dan mengaku kekhilafan sendiri .... ku doa dan terus berdoa agar di suatu detik ku temu nur yang cerah yang mampu mengheretku ke titik permulaan... ku rela memulakankan langkah ku semula asal ku mampu menghapus segala duka yang ku temu di sepanjang jalan yang ku lalui dahulu .... ku rela membuka topeng sandiwaraku dan melangkah walau diriku dipandang hina sekurang-kurangnya aku masih aku bukan manusia ciptaan nafsuku sendiri.... Tuhan bawalah ku kembali ke jalan yang terang....
kenapa kita menggangu yang berhak
Saturday, April 3, 2010
super junior the gratest group.... in my heart
Hiding in their smile are tears.
On 6th November 2005, they were put on stage in a way of planned project making people generally understand the system.
(At first,SM planned to change the 12 members if they are not satisfied,just like the Janpanese gruops.SM had the right to add new member to replace the original one.)
Even Knowing that they’ll finally separate,SJ still smile.
One year passed and SM changed the plan because of the unexpected popularity of SJ.
It’s a ‘13-people large scale men’s group’ instead of a ‘project 12-people large scale men’s group SJ05’.
It becomes an unchanged 13-people group.
SJ is widely known and is much beloved via U.
Criticisms for being substandard came even from the way of project group.
Kim Hee Chul as a singer was being blamed eventually.
Despite a lot of annoyance and pain from the malicious response as well as, Hee Chul invariably pretended to be all right.
During the performance in variety shows, he, pretending nothing happened, hadn't talked about it all along.
Other people responded with more and more acute scolding, “You still cannot behave yourself.”
Shortly after this incident, Lee Dong Hae’s dad passed away.
In a moment, Dong Hae lost the firm defense, his dad, who gave him much and much courage.
In 2nd Album, 3rd Album… all the ‘thanks to’ were written about his dad, who protected him in heaven.
Such an exhausted Dong Hae smiled like a pabo in the funeral when reporters came to take photos of him.
Why? Because he’s afraid that he would involve other members to get scolding.
A few days later, Hee Chul who went to the funeral met a traffic accident.
If he could no longer dance due to severe injuries in his legs, it would bring him endless pain.
However, malicious response came, “Why doesn’t Kim Hee Chul from the non-concept SJ continue to dance? Why is he still alive?”
With a long metal nailed in his leg, he put up with the pain and stood on the stage again.
His Come Back Stage---Super Junior T
In consultation with the company and the members, Hee Chul, who was unable to dance due to the leg pain,
tried his best to move with the biggest smile, though he could no longer dance with violent movement.
Knowing nothing about this, Netizens still maliciously slander, “Is it the elementary dance? I can go on stage with this level.”
However,Heechul never bends his knees in front of those people who didn't admire him.
Instead,he decides to be himself,to be a real Kim Heechul.He never admits defeat.
In April 2007, another traffic accident happened.
The manager, Leeteuk,Eunhyuk,Shindong,K
Leeteuk,Eunhyuk,Shindong were not badly injured but Kyuhyun was seriously injured.
His lung stopped operating while the rib was severely broken so he probably was unable to sing
However, malicious slanderous Netizens left messages same as that relating to Kim Heechul’s traffic accident, “Why is he still alive? Why not kick the bucket?”
Fortunately, Kyuhyun slowly came around in the rescue so a prolonged hospitalization started.
In summer 2007, the 1st movie belongs to SJ, their 1st performance on the screen--‘Attack on the Pin-Up Boys', was released.
Both KyuHyun and E-teuk were unable to take part in the movie because of their health.
With fans’ assistance, E-teuk found a shooting place.
And asked the director to allow him to take part in the film shooting, as he really wanted to be in the film.
However, the movie was not popular. Once again, there’s scolding.
“Are things like that considered to be movies? It’s so non-concept, why is it still being put in the film industry?”
SJ released their 2nd Album in winter 2007.
However, the hit song ‘Don’t don’ didn’t get unanimous recognition.
Vicious messages were around, “I could hear nothing except the sound of machines. SJ are singers who sing with too many flaws and without skills.”
Participation in the album activities, KyuHyun even danced with powerful movements to match the style of the song though his body still hasn’t fully recovered.
However, he did not show any sign of illness nor pain. He smiled happily in all the programmes instead.
And there was only pain and exhaustion that followed
After Don't don, ‘Marry U’ that had been put on stage,
also was not that popular as expected. SJ ended the performances of their 2nd album with this.
People, treating them from a judgmental perspective, gave SJ and ELFs a hard time.
In order to avoid Super Junior being scolded because of ELFs’ actions, ELFs began a project called ‘becoming a kindhearted ELFs’.
And started by responding all the malicious criticisms with a forgiving manner.
There’s also a big episode.
The person playing the violin in the middle part of ‘Don’t don’ was a stranger to all of us and there were rumors that he would join Super Junior.
ELFs started opposition, as a result.
A protest of ‘the defence of 13’ begun in the cold weather in January 2008.
Except protesting by standing in front of SM, ELFs also pooled $1,000 to buy 1% shares of SM Company under their own power for Super Junior
With different banners, they started to protest by shouting ‘13’ loudly.
This thus became hot issue and hit the headlines of all news website and media
However, this action was blamed by the netizens again. “Did you guys think of the nearby residents? You are just non-sense, aren’t you?” etc.
Then, followed by the incident of E-teuk telling lies.
People who did not understood this incident scolded E-teuk and blamed fans for their non-concept.
Although ELFs were speechless about this, they tried every effort to apologize for Kim Yu-Na.
E-teuk apologized to everyone by lip-reading the word ‘Sorry’ in KTR,
He sacrificed himself and Kim Yu-Na and was under huge pressure after this.
He cried alone when he was out of camera but he did not give up in front of us.
Despite dozens of scolding, he still did not give up.
After this gap, the small group ‘Super Junior M’ appeared with the Chinese newcomers H and ZM.
ELFs doubted if the company made an excuse to get new members in.
And Send them off uneasily, ELFs watched them get into the China market.
ELF waited and waited in this way.
In summer 2008, another small group ‘Super Junior Happy’ was also introduced.
Although it wasn’t extremely popular, it did not receive much accused.
The nasty hit at them became less and less.
(In 2008,SJ split to SJM and SJH.SJM worked in China whereas SJH worked in Korea and Japan.They hardly found chance for reunion.)
After waiting for a year and a half, Super Junior came back with their 3rd album ‘Sorry sorry’ in March 2009.
‘Sorry Sorry’ made them become very popular all over Korea and there were more and more fans.
The disc was sold over 200,000 copies in 2009, coming out top in the sale.
It was also the champion for several weeks and the popularity was very high
Thinking that everything had been smooth since then,
Kang In’s involvement in the violent and drunken incident was a shock,
He’s very likely victimized for the violent incident, but overdrinking was true as what people spotted.
Once again, this made Super Junior’s members and ELFs felt exhausted.
Definitely, he did something wrong
However, the truth was distorted by press coverage.
Only the Super Junior members, ELFs and SJ’s close friends knew the truth.
During Kang In’s off screen period, the matter between Han Geng and SM was exploded.
Slavery treaty ….Han Geng and SM
Obviously, this wasn’t Han Geng’s mistake. This was a serious slavery contract.
It’s a more unreasonable slavery contract, compared with TVXQ.
It’s an unreasonable treaty as 98% of Super Junior’s income was allocated to SM Company.
When it was made public, Super Junior members were injured and scolded again.
We’re in anguish over the messages as follows :
" Oh, it is 13 right? Ki Bum has the soap opera, Kang In’s incident and Hee Chul’s solo, Here comes Han Geng’s incident again … oh, this is giving me a big headache, you guys better just disband."
Some messages like that, “No one will be aware of missing several out of 13.My suggestion is that why not disband Super Junior as they don’t have singing potential… Those songs are really odd "
Because of this matter, Han Geng was also scolded.
The opinions from the Chinese ELFs, “Why not come back to his own country, instead of getting hurt in the other country?”
However, the Korean ELFs were firmly in defending the 13 of them.
This is the war between ELFs, an invisible war.
Kang In, Ki Bum and Han Geng did not show up in all the award ceremonies.
Only 10 people participated in the award ceremonies.
Even they were awarded with the prizes, they could not say the missing members’ names. Whenever E-teuk said thank you, he just said ‘including these three members’
Super Junior could only make its way much more painful and hard than the others.
‘13-people large-scale group Super Junior’ is just a ‘non-concept 13-people large-scale group Super Junior’ towards the ANTIs and those who have no interest in them.
People who don’t know the facts always scolded them whenever something happened before knowing the whole event.
SJ were even blamed for putting a birthday cake on the table and celebrate during the Seoul Music Festival on 2/3/2009(Kyuhyun's birthday on that day).
Anyway, they just wanted to say sorry.
We, the ELFs were much more clamorous than the SJ members who are under the spot light although we both did make mistakes in the past.
Please lay all the blame on us, the ELFs, should you want to give a scolding.
The Super Junior members are tearful so please don’t make them cry anymore
Every time, Super Junior is unable to tell what they want in their hearts
Every time, Super Junior is unable to account for their grievances entirely
Please try not to treat them from a judgmental perspective once
Please regard them as people with feelings instead of a group released from the SM warehouse.
Super Junior isn’t a group with happy and biggest smiles that you saw in the programmes.
Instead, hiding in their smiles, they’re tearful for fear that they would involve their fans to get scolding.
Acting to be very happy all the time, Super Junior is tearful. It doesn’t matter that ELFs got scolding.
Merely … able to consider … oh, they’re sentimental.
That’s enough.
Super Junior and ELFs, Fighting!
Didn’t post this to make you guys think Super Junior’s pitiful or anything,
just hope to look ahead and do better after having a clear look at the past
This year, the fourth album is coming. It’s the era of Super Junior and ELFs!
The banner wrote"I love you,Thank you,Together forever"
Never treat SUJU as entertainment.
They are our family,our beloved one.
SJ13+ELF=ONE
Translated by Crystal Poon(Chinese ELF)
Spread this and let more ELF know about it.

Thanks Michelle Fung for sharing this with all ELF
cr : a facebook of a ELFs
Saturday, March 27, 2010
memory at my old school
Thursday, March 4, 2010
i dont care
It's about time
And your times up
I had to do this one for my girl you know
That's the only way you boys learn
oh oh, 2NE1
oh oh, 2NE1
I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh
All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e
Boy I don't care
Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh
My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e
Boy I don't care
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
you know I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care
Lyrics Source: Together 2NE1
CREDITS: GEE + jjangchoo @ YGLADIES.COM
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
i do not love you except because i love you

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.
In this part of the story

Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
Pablo Neruda
where the sidewalk end

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.
Shel Silverstein
if you forget me

I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
still i rise

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.
Maya Angelou
phenomenal women
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Maya Angelou
heart
when i meet that special woman
to hold me in the warm sunlight
to embrace me in the rising storm
to capture my feelings without a fight
my heart will breathe(my heart will love)
THE HEART WILL GROW
when that women holds my hand
to control my wild heart in its cage
to break the rocky mountains of my rage
to let our love guide us into distant lands
my heart will grow for her
THE HEART WILL BREAK
when that woman pushes me aside(even for an instant)
to run away to the arms of another man
to caress the gentle touch of another hand
to leave me standing alone with no one by my side
my heart will break
THE HEART WILL HEAL
when that woman returns to me with crystal tears
and lays out the burdens of her hidden fears
i will embrace her once more stronger than ever
and reassure my love for her with a kiss
her breathing heart i'll feel
my heart will heal
Allen Steble
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